In the last week my life fell into place. It's a rare moment in life when you can say that. It's not complete, yet so much of what I have waited for is over. It's a liberating feeling, full of accomplishment. I have much to be thankful for.
On Monday, a week ago, I was offered my first job as a school psychologist. I found a district that has a good reputation, a job description that fits my skills, and all in a location that keeps me near my friends and community that I have been building this past year. I was very warmly welcomed by the staff when I accepted the job, and am very hopeful about my future.
On Thursday I made the trip back to College Station to prepare for my dissertation defense. First I met with my chair to discuss the publication and future of my research studies. I was then lucky enough to meet a friend who happened to be in town for coffee. We later joined two other friends for dinner at Chuy's, where we drank margaritas and pretended that we were on a Mexican beach. Unfortunately it was quickly time to go back to my hotel room and do my final rehearsals and preparations for the morning.
Friday morning I woke up way too early, nerves on full steam, but once I got to campus it was time to get down to business. I was able to get everything set up in plenty of time, no technical difficulties (very relieved that I remembered everything I learned working in the computer lab three years ago!), and soon people arrived, committee members and friends. The time for small talk helped calm me, and when it was time to begin I just jumped in. The process itself went just as I had imagined, if not better. Good presentation, manageable questions.... and 90 minutes later, I was Dr. Peterson!

After checking in on paperwork and my corrections, my friend Stevie, who had also attended the defense, invited me to lunch with our dear friend Andrea, who I hadn't seen in a very long time. After a great meal and conversation we went back to campus, where I found out a form had been misplaced. A little running around campus later, and I was free for the day. First up was coffee with my favorite professor, catching up on internship and jobs and our visions for transforming Mexican schools. After that, I took a few hours to rest and recover before my scheduled evening celebration- which was attended by one person. Summer in college towns can be challenging, but an evening of drinks, food, and dessert with my old friend Mark was a great end to the day.
Saturday was a day all to myself until the afternoon. It was my time for reflection, remembrance, and, of course, photography. I actually started off unexpectedly, stopping by
the fountain on University Dr. as I picked up my car (which I had left at the restaurant across the street from my hotel.. you know, that celebrating thing). The lily pads were in full bloom and I had to stop and admire them.
I then went to
downtown Bryan, a favorite location for food and shopping for the last five years. I wasn't sure where to find inspiration, and then I found St. Andrew's Episcopal Church.

I stopped at my favorite intersection before leaving...
Then I went to campus. First I walked by Kyle Field (where they must have been prepping some SEC video, could hear it but not see it), then went through the MSC to see if I missed anything last time and walked through the Stark Gallery to ogle some Faberge eggs. I then went to see my favorite building, the Academic Building. It doesn't matter how many times I walk by it. It always captivates me.
I then walked back to the MSC and rested before I moved on. Walking around campus made me realize that I really was at the end of my journey. My next visit will be for graduation, where I will be busy with family and friends and pomp and circumstance. It was my last time to treasure my university by myself, and it was a very emotional experience.
Also,
I made friends with squirrels. Two separate squirrels seemed curious about me and approached me. Were they friendly or dangerous...
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| Squirrel 1, walking from MSC |
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| Squirrel 2, by Academic Building |
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| Squirrel 2, up the tree |
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| Squirrel 1, walking back to MSC |
I spent the rest of my day with some friends who were hosting a party. They are relocating due to graduation, so I was glad I was able to make the time to see them and our other friends. It made for a very late drive home, but it was worth it.
Yesterday I started to return to normalcy- church, laundry, dissertation... wait, that sounds weird. But edits have to be done. I also rested some. Today marked two more steps in the journey- my corrections were approved (still one more entity to please, but we won't talk about that today), and I had my final evaluation for internship. I'm starting to feel that sense of completeness and finality. It's joyful and emotional, a sense of accomplishment that can't be put into words. There is just a lot of awe that my goals are being reached, and that all of these people are proud of me. It's going to take awhile to fully process, and of course it's not over yet- there is the end of internship next week, and graduation, and then of course just as it's all ending the next chapter will begin. New goals and dreams are already waiting. This is a magical time.