Sunday, May 30, 2010

UNESCO World Heritage Sites


According to Wikipedia, "a UNESCO World Heritage Site is a place (such as a forest, mountain, lake, desert, monument, building, complex, or city) that is listed by UNESCO as of special cultural or physical significance." On my trip I heard it mentioned that some places I went to were World Heritage Sites, so I wanted to research exactly which ones were on the list. Out of the 890, 29 are in Mexico. Out of those, I went to:

-Queretaro
-Central University City Campus of the Universidad Nacional Autónoma de México (UNAM), Mexico City (we didn't have time to walk around, but we drove through it)
-Mexico City
-Teotihuacan
-Guanajuato

This doubles my previous list, which had included the US sites of Yosemite and the Grand Canyon, and the Belize Barrier Reef (and probably the sites in London, but I don't actually remember them).

I think this would be a fun goal, after looking at the list- to see more of these sites. Maybe I should start planning my next trip... not quite yet.

Days 20 and 21- Adios y Hasta La Vista

Our final full day in Mexico was spent in Guanajuato (making this not only another city to visit but our third state). Guanajuato, like San Miguel de Allende, was first viewed from above, where the views were even more spectacular due to its location in the mountains.



There was a duality to our visit to Guanajuato, due to it being our last trip. One one hand, there was the desire to slow down, take in the beautiful city, truly be one with Mexico. On the other hand, many people were frantic to buy last minute gifts for family. It resulted in us skipping some of the well-known attractions, such as the silver mines and the mummies (*so* disappointed about the latter), to walk the downtown, shop, and eat (we did eat at a gorgeous mansion-turned-restaurant next to the mine, and we did walk through a museum where the war for independence began, and went to Diego Rivera's birthplace). Guanajuato is an interesting city to walk through, lots of ups and downs and narrow and wide streets, plus there are paved tunnels to drive through where a river used to run. At every turn the view was something interesting. It was a beautiful day, and we all finished our shopping and prepared to return home.





The next morning I awoke at 3:45am in order to be dropped off by my host family at 4:30 at the school in time for the airport shuttle. The dog, Ginger, got very excited upon seeing my suitcase, and it was as sad to say goodbye to her as it was the rest of the family. The flight home was easy, and it was shocking how suddenly I was back in another world, the one that is my home, and felt mostly like home. I am having to adjust a little bit to being back. I realized that my only interaction with Americans has been with my own classmates, so I am training myself out of speaking in Spanish to strangers. I'm not quite ready to let go yet, I have learned. When I drove to the grocery store I put on the Spanish radio station, and instead of going for American classics at the store I bought more Mexican food, so I could try to make things that I enjoyed the most during my trip. I just want to spend the next couple days remembering, and adjusting, and not rushing back into being American. Or maybe I can keep this with me for longer than I think. I hope so, anyway.

Day 19- A Mexican-ish Day

Today began with a trip to a city with a large American population, and ended with a trip to a Cuban night club. But it was definitely a very Mexican Day, mixed with new experiences and more finallies.

Most of the day was spent in the city of San Miguel de Allende. Driving in from the mountains (or hills, around here I’m not sure what the difference is), it was clearly a gorgeous city.

The morning was incredible. We went to the area’s hot springs. The first was a series of enclosed grottoes with stained glass ceilings, creating a feeling like I have never experienced. It was the most relaxing and enchanting place I have been in a very long time. The second was also a series, but was much shallower, maybe a foot deep, and while the walls were high we were not enclosed. The result of ten people (seven of us, a professor, her husband, and her cousin who lives in the city) who have spent a lot of time together, are very tired, relaxing a hot spring? For us, it apparently meant an hour or so of lying in the water and singing whatever songs came to us. Mostly 60s and 70s music, with the random Spanish song or showtune thrown in. It was a unique experience, definitely bonding us together as we ended our time together. (I really wanted pictures of all of this, but the whole steaming water thing made it impossible). After we finished at the hot springs we had lunch at a wonderful restaurant, then went downtown to see the cathedral, which has a unique design among Mexican churches. Am I the only one reminded of a Disney castle?



Because we spent so much time at the hot springs, we lost most of our shopping time, so we rushed back home. Now, because this was a last-minute schedule change, we didn’t have our usual hired driver and school van, but the Drs. McCormick drove us themselves. I was in a car with Dr. Mr. McCormick, the one who is not a native Mexican and who is not nearly as aggressive at driving as he should be. So basically, on the ride back he didn’t change lanes fast enough and we missed our exit to go home. No problem, we’ll just drive though Queretaro until an exit looks good. After passing at least one exit that I was sure would have worked, he picked one that said downtown. It took us through neighborhoods we had never seen, but finally we hit a light for a major street we had heard of. We had to decide whether to turn left or right. I thought about everything I had learned over my two days of independence walking and riding busses, and told him my gut said to turn right. David remembered the area from one of our drives to a school, and his gut said right. Of course, Dr. Mike’s gut (which has been traveling to Queretaro for 18 years or so) said left. But he agreed to listen to us. Sure enough, a mile or two down I realized we were approaching the Alameda. This was still unfamiliar territory for him, so I gave him directions and led us the rest of the way home. It was a great boost to my confidence and I felt great that my misstep yesterday paid off in getting us out of being lost today. On a related note, I have been told that after my recent adventures, I have proven that I am ready to move here :)

The last part of the day was our goodbye dinner, attended by our host mothers, our language teachers, the special education coordinator who we worked closely with, the McCormick family, and Gaby, the director of the school that coordinated our program. Because of our trip tomorrow and our early flight Sunday, it really was goodbye to our teachers and to Gaby, who we have all grown very fond of, as well as Dr. McCormick’s mother and aunt, who are just wonderful and treated us like family. Now the only goodbyes left are our host families and to Mexico itself. It is still hard thinking about leaving, still a lot of mixed feelings, and I’ve realized that it’s going to just be like that. This experience was so much more than I expected it to be, and it may take a long time to deal with going home and missing Mexico and figuring out how to incorporate everything I have taken from this experience into my life.

It is 2:22am. Time to make a wish and go to sleep so I can enjoy one more day in my lovely Mexico.

(note- due to very long days and limited internet, I had to post a couple days late)

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Day 18- Finallies

Today was a mix of finales and one thing I finally got to do, so I made up my own word for today. That's my prerogative as a blogger, right?

Today marks the last day of coursework and practicum experience in Queretaro. First, we returned to the local university, where we were asked to speak to a room full of educational psychology students about our work. The group found us interesting, and it was a lively session. Next, for one last look at education in Mexico, we went to the most expensive private school in the city, a bilingual American-modeled school that was extremely impressive. After all of that we were so late to our final language class that technically it was over, but we decided to take our teachers to lunch and still give our final presentations (mine was basically a summary of my day 14 blog post). Our last finale (final finale?) was a meeting with our main contact with the state special education office and three of the principals of the special education schools, where we gave feedback and discussed both the experience as well as future collaborations. The meeting was very positive, and I am excited for future students who will get to work with USEBEQ.

Now, for my finally. After yesterday's failed attempt to see the Alameda, I had time to try again. I confidently took the bus, and spent an hour walking and taking photographs. It is a lovely park, with wonderful sounds and smells. As you can imagine, I took dozens, but I have chosen four to post below.






After my visit to the Alameda, I decided to take the bus back for the big USEBEQ meeting that was discussed above. I already knew which bus to take since I had taken it the day before. Easy peasy right? Well, apparently this time I wasn't as assertive about where I wanted the bus to stop, because the driver ignored me. No big deal, I'll jump off with the next person and backtrack right? Or at least, according to his list of places, he should be going where I want anyway. Well, the next person didn't get off for awhile, and his order of stops wasn't what I expected. So I ended up seeing a whole new part of the city, and was on the bus for 45 minutes instead of 5. And then when I finally did get back to the familiar part of town where I could get off the bus, I got lost walking back, but fortunately that was temporary. So I was a half hour late to the meeting. I was always safe, just frustrated that I had no way to contact anyone, and I knew that there were people worrying about me! But, at least it was an adventure!

So now what is left are two days of fun and relaxation in two new places. Which is nice, but it's also weird to think that tonight was probably our last night walking around the plazas, eating and shopping and enjoying Queretaro. I still am not quite sure how I feel about going home, but all of my finallies today made me sad. I know I can't stay here, that my life is back in Texas, but I love the lifestyle here. Of course, part of that may be because I don't have my full workload here, but I have just adapted well. But I suppose it doesn't matter, because Sunday is coming whether I want it or not. Until then, I have two more days to soak it up.

Day 17- Soy Mexicana?

If it weren’t for the fact that I feel the need to take pictures everywhere I go, I think I might actually be able to convince people I’m from Mexico. Oh yeah, that blonde thing isn’t helping much either. But I do have my times, like today, when I feel like just another Queretana. I had my first excursion alone- usually we are just too busy to have time for things like that, or there are always others who want to do the same thing anyway. But for two hours today, while others wanted to either rest or work online in the comfort of their homes or Starbucks, I ventured out. I walked to the bank, which took a half hour, used the ATM (having 2.50 pesos, or about 20 cents, was kind of a problem), and bought a drink and snack as I walked a few blocks to the major park nearby. I had seen on the way to the bank that the park looked closed, which seemed peculiar, and indeed it was. Remembering that it was still siesta time, I decided to walk around the outside of the park (yes, it is fenced in, otherwise your mental image right now must be very odd) and looked for signs indicating park hours, took in this part of the city, and looked at artwork on display. After making it around, I found the sign, and learned that the park is closed on Wednesdays. So I went to the bus stop and figured out which bus would get me closest to where I would meet the group for our evening get together, then rode the bus back into downtown.

The point is, I did daily things, blended in, and felt like I belonged. There are still times when I wonder if people are looking at me and wondering why a gringa is walking around town on her own, but it’s never because I worry that I can’t do it. It’s not a language issue- I’ve had the Spanish skills to shop and ride a bus for 15 years or so- but a cultural and societal issue. And there was such a feeling of empowerment being on my own and knowing that I could become just another face in the crowd.

A common topic among the group today was that people are now ready to go home. It’s a weird thought. On one hand, I know that my work here is done. After tomorrow, when I have my final meetings and classes, I will have completed the coursework I came here for. Waiting for me at home is the next step. On the other hand, I have become so comfortable in the culture now that I have no idea what kind of culture shock awaits me in transitioning back. I know it will have only been three weeks, but it feels like so much longer. I feel completely disconnected with where things where before, and it was such a negative place in that last week that I have to figure out how to reconnect without going back to that place.

I thought I had connected the internet before I came to my room tonight, but something is not hooked up right and I am not sure if anyone is actually home, so this will be posted tomorrow. I will leave tonight with a view of the arches, the old aqueduct that runs along the southeast part of the city, near my house and on the route that I walked today. I believe I have posted the view from above at the beginning of my trip, so now is the view from the street at the end.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Days 16 and 17- Home Sweet Queretaro

Because it has taken so much time and effort to blog about my trip to Mexico City, writing about my first two days back in Queretaro seems simple. It was nice to "come home", and I looked forward to the comparatively calmer life of a city of a half-million people. I know my stories and photographs make Queretaro seem much smaller, but that is because we are based in the more historic downtown area. There are more modern areas that I have driven through to get to schools and in my travels that look much more like a mid-sized American city. There is a major freeway, and some of the major streets remind me of Los Angeles. These are the places where I have seen American chain restaurants and stores- I am particularly struck by the number of pizza chains found in the city.

But this is beside the point- it was nice to be back to familiar territory, to a place where I can come and go as I need to and have some freedom. But I have moved away some from the calm and peaceful person I was the first week- Mexico City was an invigorating experience, and more of my fun, energetic personality is back. It's not to say that I'm not still calm and peaceful, but I'm a lot more... me. But still without the stress and spazzing. It's a very good thing, because I'm starting to see how I'll be able to take this into my life when I return home.

The bad part is that I am a little subdued due to as yet unidentified illness. Nothing related to Montezuma, hopefully just exhaustion. Also, I think we are all burning out a little bit of the workload. This is a very intense trip, and by week 3 it is hard to keep up the momentum. But it's hard to complain, given how fortunate we are to have this kind of experience. Tomorrow will be a good day, because it is our calm day before our final day of meetings, then some last minute traveling we have asked to do. I will get to do my final explorations of the city, shop, and start saying goodbye. I'm not sure whether I'm ready for this yet...

Day 15- National Treasures

It may seem impossible to see such a large city in three days, but we made our best attempt, filling our last day with the treasures of Mexico. We started with a quick tour of the Palacio de Bellas Artes, the fine arts building where we only had time to do a quick tour of the murals. All were by nationally renowned artists, all made powerful statements about Mexico, whether beautiful or grotesque.



Our drive to our next destination took us by more national treasures- first the Angel of Independence statue, then Los Pinos, the home of the president (which is hidden from view, unlike the White House). We drove through Chapultepec Park, the major park in the city, and stopped to see the water feature (currently dry) created by Diego Rivera to represent an ancient creature. Two sculptures that are important to Mexicans, and very Mexican in their design, yet about as different as you can get.





Finally we arrived at the Museo Nacional de Antropologia, the museum of all museums in Mexico. It is hard to quantify the significance of this building, because the United States has nothing like it. It is the Smithsonian, but it is the most important treasures of the pre-Columbian era. Every major artifact of the Aztec, Maya, Toltec, Olmec, Mixtec, and any tribe you can name or have never heard of that lived in Mexico is in this building. I have heard that to truly appreciate the museum, a person should take three days to explore it. Unfortunately we had two hours. I was able to see the first floor, which is the artifacts themselves (the second floor is focused on clothing and on the tribes after the arrival of the Spaniards). I did not have the time to absorb all of the information, but I was able to see all of the pieces I wanted to see. I had an incredible two hours, continually amazed by every turn. It was so hard not to just stop in certain sections and spend my whole time there, but at the same time I didn’t want to miss anything. Below are photos of me beside two of the most famous pieces, the Aztec calendar and the Olmec head sculpture, and then a couple other pictures of some interesting artifacts. Notice that my t-shirt matches one of the artifacts :)









Our final stop took us back to Chapultepec Park, to the castle overlooking the city. The castle, built centuries ago for a viceroy and later home to infamous leaders such as Porfirio Diaz and Maximilian, is now a museum of items belonging to and representing the viceroys and the early leaders of Mexico. There are (as always) murals representing Mexican history as well. For me, the building was secondary to the views of the city. There was no better way to say goodbye to Mexico City than from the castle, overlooking the vast park which led into the even more expansive city, and then to the hills and mountains. I can't put it into words, only pictures. Adios, Mexico City. It was a short but wonderful visit.





Day 14- Contrasts

Although I got my first views of Mexico City the evening before, this was the day I truly learned what the city is. My first instinct on viewing downtown was that I was in London. I suppose this is because of all of the European cities this is the one I am most familiar with; logic tells me this is much more likely influenced by Madrid, but I’m sure the architecture is similar. The photograph below shows the beauty of the Spanish architecture brought by the conquistadores and their descendants.



As you get to know Mexico City, however, it is clearly not European. There is a Mexican flavor that permeates the grandiosity of every building. Sometimes it is obvious, like the enormous flags in front of buildings, the street vendors making tamales, the traditional dancers. I think I’ve made it clear by now that I am fascinated by contrasts between past and present, pre-Columbian and colonial, ancient and modern. As I go over my day, I would like to analyze it in terms of contrasts.

The view from my hotel room, with the cathedral towering over new construction and an archaeological dig, was my first contrast. My second contrast was Templo Mayor, the Aztec temple that the conquistadores not only took over, but built around, and borrowed from to construct their own buildings. The Spaniards, in fact, built Mexico City directly on top of Templo Mayor and other important buildings, and the treasures that are now underground are still being discovered. In this photo you can see Templo Mayor in the shadow of more modern buildings.


The third contrast was the main cathedral in the Zocalo, or main square. I have already discussed last week my feelings about the gilded Santa Rosa cathedral and how it felt like excessive pride in the face of the persecution of the indigenous Mexican cultures. A visit to the cathedral in Mexico City doesn’t quite leave you with the same emotions, because its enormity is so awe inspiring no matter what your point of view. Inside are spaces for individual masses for certain saints (I saw two in progress during 15 minutes), the largest organ I have ever seen, and multiple chances to buy souvenirs. To call it a church would be like calling Disneyland a park. I wasn’t sure whether to be impressed with the Spaniards for their accomplishment, upset at such a lavish symbol of the conquest, or both. Below are photos of the exterior (there is no way to get a small set of photos to do the interior justice). As for the contrast- in front of the cathedral are pieces of glass in the ground that seem to have no relation to the grounds. A look underground, and there is a glimpse of the ancient ruins below. There are just a few of these, not enough to diminish from the cathedral, but enough to remind visitors of the contrast, of what was sacrificed for this amazing cathedral.




As mentioned above, traditional dance can be found in the streets of Mexico City, and one of the more interesting places I found it was in front of the side section of the cathedral. The dancers did not just perform for their culture- they expected donations from anyone taking pictures. Below is an example of what five pesos gave me, the ancient past, with a background of colonialism, paid for with modern means.



My next set of contrasts moves away from politics, sort of. My visit to the Palacio Nacional had one particular interest for me, as it does for many people- the murals of Diego Rivera. Ever since my early days studying Spanish, I have been in love with the style of Rivera, and have dreamed of seeing his murals in person. The largest and most important is in the main stairwell at the palace, and depicts the history of Mexico from the earliest groups until he completed the mural in the 1930s. It is a powerful mural, both educational and stunning. It is then followed by a series of smaller murals depicting the daily lives of pre-Columbian groups throughout Mexico, followed by a final mural depicting the conquest that is extremely negative toward the Spaniards. It is interesting that a building that is so important to the government and has been for so many years would embrace Rivera’s work that was against the colonial past.



It brings up what I have been observing in these contrasts, the pride in both the ancient past and the colonial period, which seems oppositional. They care for the ruins and work hard to protect and honor their history, but do the same for the churches and European influenced buildings. At the same time, there is a rejection of the modern indigenous people that is evident everywhere, and a pride in being Mexican that is particularly obvious as the bicentennial of the revolution is being celebrated. So I’m still trying to understand all of these contrasts, what the Mexicans value, what they reject, how they can have so many concepts that seem contrary in the same space and come to terms with it all to be who they are. I am still observing, and need more time and knowledge to put it all together.

To bring this post to another level, the next part of the day was a trip to the house of Diego Rivera’s wife, Frida Kahlo, who in herself was a stark contrast to her husband. She has never been one of my favorite artists, but the house and the explanations of her life through the art helped me understand her better. Ironically, I took advantage of the trip to buy a print of a favorite Rivera painting, from a collection that I had not seen in person but hope to see someday.

The final part of the day, and my final contrast, was a trip to Xochimilco. Many years ago I had heard that the river barges that are a popular attraction in San Antonio were based off of something in Mexico City, but never knew the specifics. The barges of Xochimilco look quite different, and have tables so groups can bring their own food or purchase some to bring on board (we bought a wonderful spread of carnitas). The ride is down a series of canals, and is quite crowded, with crashes occurring often. There are smaller boats with floating salesmen, floating mariachis, anything that you can imagine wanting to buy on your trip, which can be as long or short as you want. It was the perfect way to spend the rest of the day, sitting and talking and resting. Below you can see the barges and the ride, which if you have been to the San Antonio River are quite different.



After our ride we shopped, returned to the city, ate churros and drank hot chocolate, then at night went to the top floor of our hotel to drink tequila and talk while looking over the Zocalo. It was the perfect ending to a long but important day.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Day 13- Mexico City Part 1: Views of the Past

When I visited my first Precolombian ruins, the relatively small Mayan site of Cahal Pech in Belize in my first week in the Peace Corps, I learned fully appreciating ruins involves a combination of knowledge and imagination. It can often be hard to know what the function of a building was, especially if it has deteriorated. If you take the time to learn what you are looking at, and then let your mind go back to that time and imagine the building in its full glory, painted in bright colors and full of activity, then you will get the most out of your visit. When I visited my second ruins, I had a different experience, because Lamanai was composed of just a few buildings, but the focus was on large temple that you could scale and get a breathtaking view of the jungles of central Belize. At Lamanai the experience of absorbing Mayan history was secondary to amazement at the structure itself.

My visit to Teotihuacan combined the two lessons of Belize into one incredible experience. Teotihuacan, which was once a large city north of Mexico City owned by various groups over history, contains the intimate history that captures the imagination along with the wow factor of two amazing temples. These temples and the buildings are connected by the Avenue of the Dead.

The first part of our visit was to the smaller group of buildings that surrounded a large open area where ceremonies dedicated to rain would have taken place. At the head was a building with magnificent sculptures- another group had built a platform in front of it, but fortunately you can climb the platform and view the temple as well as see the whole area. The sculptures were magnificent, and there are hints that they were once in bright reds, greens, and yellows.



After taking a lunch break nearby at a location that included an obsidian workshop and agave plants (and our first taste of pulque, the fermented drink found inside the large cactus), we returned for the main attractions- the Temple of the Sun and the Temple of the Moon. After touring through a building with some amazing paintings that were still preserved in the original colors, the reds, yellows, and greens that would have been dominant throughout, we climbed up the Temple of the Moon, the smaller of the “pyramids “ (we were informed that they are not technically pyramids) and the one at the end of the long line of structures. The view from the top (not the exact top, the stairs don’t go all the way up, but over halfway) was amazing, the way it looked over everything else.

After we enjoyed the view peace of the view, the final mission was to conquer the larger Temple of the Sun. It was not the easiest climb, but after everything else I had done nothing was going to stop me. The view from the top (this time I was indeed at the top) was beyond words, and was the perfect ending to the visit.

From the ancient city of Teotihuacan we drove into the large city of Mexico City. I will comment more on the city itself in tomorrow's blog, but on the drive in I saw some of the worst of the slums. I was struck by the fact that some of the worst houses I saw were built going up the sides of the hills and mountains, places that in the United States are usually reserved for fancier houses so that people can take advantages of the views. In Mexico City, it seems, the edges of the city are where newcomers build where they can, and if they must go up they go up. It was a very sad scene, in stark contrast to what I observed more clearly the next day.

We finally arrived at our hotel, which leads me to my final story, that will give a preview for tomorrow's blog. I went to the window of my hotel room to see my view, and at first didn't know what to make of it. The top was clearly the cathedral. The middle was construction. The bottom? I never had it confirmed, but the group consensus was that it was an archaeological dig, due to our proximity to other known Aztec ruins. Mexico's past, present, and future, all outside my window.



Note- I took over 400 photos in 3 days, so I will post a few in the blog, and the rest will be uploaded in my photo album as I have time...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Day 12: Special Education

Today instead of the normal routine, we were asked to visit a special education school an hour away in the rural town of Tesquisquiapan (everyone say it with me: Tes-kees-kee-uh-pan). I had the impression that it was because they needed support, but it was quite the opposite- the school is an example of what a school for children with special populations could and should be both here and in other countries. The students were grouped by developmental level primarily, so that children who were able to gain literacy skills could be grouped together while those with more severe disabilities were together. There were more support staff as well. The impressive part of the school was the vocational aspect. The older children began with pre-vocational schools (called "taller", like shop, or workshop), where they made beaded necklaces or prepared bags of seeds or candy. They then moved to cooking and computer classes, as well as housekeeping. The school was unique in that it had a complete house built on site, fully furnished, that the students cleaned and cared for. The oldest students studied cosmetology or carpentry. Along the way, the students developed their language and math skills so that someday they could (if their cognitive skills allowed) sell their products themselves.

My experience with special education in the United States for students with moderate to severe disabilities, while at elementary and middle school levels, indicates that we focus on "life skills", skills needed to be independent such as telling time, counting money, cooking, cleaning, and generally taking care of oneself. While I don't deny the importance of these things, I was so impressed at how the students I saw today were able to build skills to someday hold a job, and I don't know that we do enough of that in the US. I need to learn more about high school programs to truly compare, but it was really a pleasure to watch these children and adolescents. At the end, we were treated to delicious food from the cooking class, bracelets and chocolate from the pre-taller, and beautiful key holders from the carpentry class.

After the visit we had lunch and shopped the markets of the town (daily photo below, this one of the church in the main plaza). I am now resting up for my big weekend trip to Mexico City. The blog will likely be on hiatus until I return, because there will be so much to do, and I am not expecting to have internet access at my hotel. I am excited beyond words for tomorrow, when I get to visit one of the great ancient pyramids, Teotihuacan. Hasta pronto, see you soon!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Day 11: Halfway Gone

"I'm halfway gone and I'm on way
And I'm feelin', feelin' feelin' this way"- Lifehouse

So my trip is halfway over. I no longer feel like a tourist, running around in fascination at everything I see. I can navigate the downtown part of the city, and I know what will get my host mother talking for an hour (pretty much anything) and what will frustrate her (mainly, not making sure she knows I will miss a meal). I know I love aguas frescas and don't really like micheladas, and will eat anything containing Mexican cheeses or chocolates.

But clearly this isn't my home, and my ultimate responsibilities aren't with me. I am at the point where I am conflicted about whether I want to be here or there, whether I want to stay on a permanent vacation or get back to work. I am also wondering whether the calmness and inner peace that I have found here will stay with me, or if going back will bring back the chaotic side of me. I am almost afraid to find out the answer, in case it's not the one I want.

In the meantime, today was successful- I had my first consultation case in Mexico, helping a special education teacher with a severely disabled student. I didn't have nearly enough time with the child, but at least I got to brainstorm. I also survived cooking class, in part because I had the easiest job of all, shredding the pork. We also met with two psychology professors to discuss academic issues. The evening involved watching a mariachi competition in the plaza and enjoying a lovely dinner outside. A long, but nice day. And tomorrow looks to be just as long, so I shall sleep after posting one photo, because there should always be a photo. Here is one of the mariachi groups we saw tonight.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Day 10: Unfairness

Life isn't fair. In two different ways, this affected my view of today's events. It wasn't a bad day overall. I just had my own perspective, and it's a little more serious today, so be warned :)

Two weeks ago today my uncle Eddie died. I didn't expect it, and within the chaos of preparing for this trip I had a difficult time coping with it. Now that I am here thoughts of him are always in the back of my mind, but again it's been hard to balance with the adventure before me. But with the realization that today marks two weeks since I lost him, he came back to the front of my mind. I also bought my plane tickets last night to visit my grandmother, which while I am so happy to be able to see her and help her, will also be the time when I will have to face my loss. So he has been in my heart today. In addition, the talk in our language class was about people with disabilities, and how they are treated in the culture. No one noticed my quiet demeanor because I tend to be quiet in class, but I could not stop thinking about Eddie and really didn't want to be part of the conversation. It is not fair that Eddie has been gone two weeks, and that I am still not sure how to say goodbye to him. I am hoping that somewhere on this trip I figure it out, but today I am just missing him.

The other thought on this topic has to do with the afternoon culture lesson. An art teacher took us on a tour of the city. We began at the history museum, where I got my first ever look at Precolumbian artifacts in Mexico. As an Aztec and Mayan history buff (I was in high school, little known fact), I was blown away by the sculptures in particular that were created by tribes that lived in this area. It gave me a taste of what I will see in Mexico City this weekend, and I can't wait. (No pictures, not allowed in the museum). The next stop was the Santa Rosa church, which is the most ornate church I have ever seen, with gold everywhere. Below is a view of the front of the church.




I felt extremely uncomfortable in this church, and could never imagine being spiritual here. I also was reminded of unfairness, because I had just been reminded at the museum of how fascinated I was by the civilizations that were conquered by the Spanish. The church's over-the-top design just felt like a slap in the face to everyone who was oppressed by the Catholics and/or forced to convert. It is unfair that so many fascinating groups have been lost, destroyed, or reduced to second-class citizens, while another group came, settled, and used their riches to make churches like this.

On a more positive note, the next church we went to, San Agustin, was done in a much more simple style, and even though it was the same religion, and the same size, I felt at home and at peace, and I may even go back to it. See the difference?




I have one other subject for today. I went back to the private school I visited last week, and observed a kindergarten class where a boy with autism is being included. His main teacher told me about him and his disability and told me that the goal is socialization, with academics when he is able. She impressed me, and the child clearly needed support but given the system he was in did alright. Later, a different teacher came in to teach English. After awhile she asked me what I thought and if I had any suggestions for her teaching, and I told her that I was mainly there to watch the particular child. She just looked at me sadly and said that he was very sick, and they needed to give him lots of love. I was shocked at how little she knew about his disability and how to work with him, and while this is the first time I have seen this lack of knowledge during my time here I am wondering how common views like hers are both in Mexico and in less educated countries worldwide.

I feel like I need to end tonight on a light note, so I will tell you that tomorrow they are going to try to teach me how to cook. :)

Monday, May 17, 2010

Day 9: Bilingual Education

Today instead of traditional classes we took a trip to a rural school about an hour outside of town to see a different kind of bilingual education. Here, the goal is to educate the children in both Spanish and the language of the Otomi, the indigenous people of the area. Many of the children hear the language at home, but this is a rare attempt to integrate it into the school. In contrast to bilingual education in the United States, where immigrants are learning the majority language, the goal in this school is to preserve an ancient language. It is a concept that is very recent, and only somewhat positively viewed- we were told that many people are not interested in preserving the language, but rather speaking Spanish and becoming more modern.

My time at the school was enjoyable. I was in third grade (coincidence this time), and watched the students gather rocks and leaves to use as supplies for a math lesson. The teacher said it is more successful to gather things from nature for class than to ask for parents to send things with the children. Instead of observing this time, I went into teacher mode, talking to the children and interacting. The children only worked in Spanish- the teacher told me later that because of the differences in their knowledge she actually does very little instruction in the Otomi language, which I learned later was in contrast to other teachers' styles. The class was very typical of what I had observed elsewhere, actually, and I really enjoyed getting to know the children.

The rest of the day was spent touring a nearby hacienda (Spanish for big fancy old house), eating at the nearby town, and returning home to rest. Below are pictures of the area where we were, which was at a higher elevation and very different from where I am now.